Assalamualaikum bloodlines ku semua...Harap2 Cuki takdelah mengaco deme'e nyer keje ke ape lah ekk...lama juga rasenyer dh x menyampaikan coretan dlm blog ni, sbb sll mata ni dijamu dgn birthday wish yg x dinafikan mmg rancak dipostkan dlm blog ni...Tp kali ni Cuki nk post sikitlah kat sini...ade masalah sket ni sebenarnyer...bukan masalah besar lah, tp kalau tak dibendungkan dier ade potensi untuk menjadi besar...Bukannya nak meraih simpati ataupon nak menggedik dlm blog ni ekk, tp mmg Cuki harapkan pandangan korang dlm hal Cuki ni...Begini ceritanya...
Pejam celik pejam celik rupa2nya dah 8 bulan dah Cuki keje kat Tan Chong a.k.a Nissan Malaysia ni...secara keseluruhannya mmg boleh dikatakan keje kat sini mmg challenginglah sikit, yerlahkan keje dgn Chinese entirely, diorang ni mmg pentingkan keje dulu dari keluarga...so kalo boleh dier nk kita yg minority ni ikut and kalau boleh adaptkan terus work ethics diorang tu kat kita ni, bagus tu sebenarnyer, at least mengajar kita tak membuang masa dan lebih produktif dan kompetitif bila bekerja...Tp yg tak syoknya, sekarang ni Cuki dah rase lain macam sket dgn what i'm doing now...And perasaan ni sedikit sebanyak affect my personality a bit, i realised that i'm not a cheerful and jovial person that i used to be, kat kepala ni asyik memikirkan apalah lagi bende nak aku buat kat ofis ni...jd i tend tu byk pk je skrg ni, even kalau lepak ngan korang pon tup2 mesti kepala tu akan berserabut balik, and membuatkan i prefer to be alone and away from everyone or too anxious to meet korang semua walaupon takde bende nak dikongsi...dah 8 bulan ni kan, Cuki perasan yg Cuki mcm kene titik kat sini, semua bende berkaitan promotional stuffs (graphically i mean) Cuki kene buat from scratch ALL THE TIME...it's not that i don't know how to do it, but somehow i can sense that i will never branch out from this thing if i dont act out about its boring demands, balik2 pagi dtg opis terus hadap PC sampailah i dont know when my quitting time will be, every single day has been the same since my first week...and it's sickening...and not to mention the environment, being the sole Malay here mmg buat Cuki rase left-out most of the time...and this has made me tak looking forward langsung nk gi keje...Tp memikirkan Cuki ni pon dah 25 and memikirkan what will Ayah and the whole family thinks kalau Cuki x bekerja, mmg sakit ahh kan?...So tabahkan diri and continue jugaklah...Tapi sekarang the thing that i'm doing ni mmg dah bosan giler for me...i've been doing this thing since habis sekolah sampailah sekarang...boleh dikatakan yg Cuki dah paham dah selok-belok advertising line ni...
What i'm very keen to do now is a job that requires me to go and be out there and meet with people while at the same time i managed to broaden my horizon by seeing and exploring new places at the same time, and gained good income out of it too...keje ape lah tu agaknyer ekk? Ntahlah...Dok ofis lama2 ni mmg tak tahanlah...Cuki ade jugak planning yg bila dah genap setahun kat Tan Chong ni nnt Insyallah, i want to speak with my Manager and explained about what i truly want to do from that moment on...Cuki cadangkan nak tukar sket my work scope into something that requires me to go out there and undertsand the whole entire big picture of what this business is all about in full totality...kalau x pon setakat memahami commercial status and popularity of Nissan cars pon jadilah...at least i know i'll have the chance to learn new things and get to know more people in order for me to grow as a decent person...So plzzzzz wahai bloodlines ky semua, I really need some useful inputs in this one, coz i know my bloodlines are all experienced professionals in ur own respectable league and field, and most important of all, apart from my own family members that i truly trust, i TRUST EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU too...korang dikira ayah/mak/abang/kakak/adik Cuki jugak...i really need some guidance in deciding what will my first cause of action has to be in order to get what i want now...THANX A LOT ekk korang...sorrylah kalau post ni panjang or draggy, but it is very sincere and i really need all of you right now :((....til then, have a joyous day ahead....LOVE U GUYS LOADS!!!
p/s: PLZZZZZZZZZZZZZ dont mention any of this to De Nadzam and De Ela (sisters, jgn bagi tau Ayah n Mama okay?, I dont mind kene nag ngan korang but plzzzzzz i dont want any nagging from them) okay???....and do leave any comments kat comment box instead of our loveable shoutbox okay?....Thanx again guys!!!...:)
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
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cuki.. takde satu pun kerja dalam dunia ni yang senang.. klo tanya la those yg dah kerja more than five years, the 1st 3 years tu mmg la sgt challenging and susah... but trust me, those are the things yang akan membuatkan kita lebih matang, cekap dan a better worker.. cuki baru je 8 bulan keje.. for me, regardless apa jua environment yg ada di ofis, itu bukan satu sebab or faktor yg membuatkan keje kita teruk or bosan..
its good to know yg cuki dah byk belajar and faham selok belok pekerjaan ini.. but satu je kak anne nak nasihat, jangan biasakan diri kita merungut ttg kerja, kerana kerja tu adalah tanggungjawab kita and as orang islam, dr tanggungjawab itu kita mendapat rezeki yang halal, jd klo kita asyik je nak komplen on how suck or boring our work is, maknanya kita sebenarnya merungut ttg rezeki yg diberikan oleh Allah S.W.T. Zaman skrg bukan senang nak kerja, and korang bersyukur yg kerja korang skrg ni tak seteruk zaman2 mak bapak kita dahulu. just bear in mind yg dulu mana ada computer.. everything kena buat manually.. but they managed to go thru it..
kak anne x marah kat cuki but ni nasihat dari kak anne yg dah kerja sejak umur 19 tahun lagi, be thankful of what u have now... bear with it for the 1st 3 years.. gain as much experience as you can.. and it is good to know that cuki ada planning cuki.. ada vision cuki.. and ada la inisiatif tuk memajukan diri.. that is good.. dont ever loose that..
dun ever blame the system or the workplace.. no matter how suck it is, you have to find a way to work around it.. once you know the trick, you will become a much better person.. trust me cuki, it is better to work in a difficult environment rather than a easy-going-relax one.. sbb klo yg senang tu, minda kita tak tercabar.. u would not push yourself hard enuff to overcome it.. klo semua benda dlm dunia ni senang, semua manusia akan sama je pencapaiannya.. semua akan monotonous..
again, gain as much experience as you can.. lantak la colleague cuki tengit ke, banyak pe'el ke, tu hal derang.. dun let em bring you down.. you a smart person, learn how to deal with those difficult ppl.. tu adalah satu experience yg paling berharga sbb lepas ni, lebih byk obstacles yg akan datang..
so hang in there lil cuzzy.. you are doing ok now.. ingat, kerja adalah tanggungjawab kita... itu semua rezeki dari Allah S.W.T. Jgn la kita mengabaikannya..
love u! gambatte kudasai..
Just hang in there n b strong cuki.. ni baru 8 bulan cuki dlm dunia pekerjaan nih... byk lagi dugaan dan cabaran yg cuki kena tempoh di masa akan dtg.. yg kita sendiri tak tahu apa yg akan berlaku... mungkin ni hanya secebis dpdnya...
abg ajak dah xperience 2 kali diberhentikan keje bukan disbbkan mslh pd abg ajak tp mslh pd company... about 7 month after grad x dek keje (zaman dunia ekonomi meleset).. dah dpt keje (bidang IT) and 6 yrs after that.. diberhentikan... menganggur 6 bulan.. dpt keje balik tp bidang yg lain (telecommunication)... 2 thn pastu... diberhentikan jugak (kena mandi air bunga aku agaknye hehehe)... 7 bulan nganggur... and thanks to kak anne sbb dlm beberapa bulan tu ada la gak job...cuki pun tahu kan? now here i am.. baru jer 8 bulan keje kat tmpt skrg... sama umo dgn keje cuki... now i'm hopping no more termination after this.. so tired maaa...umo pun dah 32.. byk benda yg nak kena recover balik.. x pernah terlintas kat pikiran abg ajak yg abg ajak akan lalui semua ni...
So dr pengalaman abg ajak nih... jdkan panduan utk diri cuki.. buat la yg terbaik skrg ni demi utk masa2 yg bakal cuki tempuhi nnt... yg penting ikhlas, usaha, tawakkal n dun giveup.. insyallah
cuki...
sorryla kalau apa yang kak aiza ckp ni somehow akan menyakitkan hati cuki..
camnila.. cuki bertuah tau pasal senang dapat keje..
grad je terus keje tuh menanti depan mata...
so sometimes manusia ni bila benda tuh senang nak dapat..
kita akn take things for granted..
cam kak aiza and kak aiza rase few of our kezen rase..
nak dapatkan keje bukan senang utk kitorg..
kak aiza menganggur for 8 month after grad.. pastuh kak aiza keje jadi cikgu tadika yang cume dapat gaji RM450... then kak aiza dapat keje kat puchong..
name je exec.. tp gaji kak aiza RM900 je..
pastuh dapat keje kontrak kat telekom.. wpon ada degree kak aiza keje dapat gaji diploma RM1300 je..
dgn tetiap pagi kena berhadapan dgn jam nye..tak berbaloi keje dgn gaji..
then alhamdulillah..after struggling for quite sometimes..
kak aiza dapat juga keje permanent..
eventho keje gomen and gaji tak sebesar gaji swasta..tp kak aiza tak riso lagi nak carik keje lain..
tp mmg kak aiza tak nafikan.. rase malas nak gi keje tuh mmg sntiasa ada.. tp memikirkan itulah hidup kak aiza.. at least ada duit nak support diri.. pasal sampai bile nak harapkan duit mak ayah...
ramai manusia dlm dunia yang ingin bertukar tempat ngan cuki..
so kak aiza harap..cuki akan lebih appreciate rezeki yg Allah kurniakan kat cuki nih..
pasal nanti kalau Allah tarik rezeki tuh dari cuki baru cuki rase betapa peritnya idup..
and waktu tuh toksah cakapla..
so sementara masih Allah beri kesenangan pada cuki ni..
gunakan sebaik2nya...
pasal kak aiza percaya..
"Hendak 1000 daya.. Tak Nak 1000 dalih"..
at least tetapkan dalam diri cuki yang cuki keje ni utk at least ringankan beban ayah cuki...
so kak aiza harap cuki bersabar la ok..
takde keje dlm dunia ni yang senang..
tukang sapu sampah pon keje nye payah tau...
so hang in there dear kezen..
berkat kesabaran dan semangat ingin meringankan beban ayah cuki insya Allah satu hari akan membuahkan hasil..
kak aiza sentiasa doakan yang terbaik utk cuki ok..
love u..muahsss
bagus korang ni. I sendiri naik semangat nak gi keje esok pagi nih. :)
Hang in there cuki. Dunno if you remember me, but...what I know, You'll be fine. You've got a lovely set of parents (ni kak Aimey - yr dad's ex secretary sendiri yang cakap) and they would understand whatever you deem right for yourself someday. Sometimes or most of the times in life, if you feel you're tired of something, the best thing to do is just get out of it. But dont take that as quitting. Take it as moving on to greener pastures.
Cabaran2 suma ni hanya sementara saja. If you're feeling blue now, it may bring you down, bt not out. Only you can make sure of that. Chin up kay.
-kak dona
sorry ek tetiba nak pujuk cuki gak walaupun tak bloodline. :D
wassalam
Along Dean, Kak Anne, Abg Ajaq, Kak Aiza, Kak Dona...THANX A LOT!!!...terbeliak mata cuki baca comments korang...it is so uplifting...now i ralised the real problem is no other than myself...i got the chance to pull myslf out of this, but instead i kept pushing myself even lower sampai dah x larat dah :((...What u guys said is so true...i need to give this job a deserving chance to see what can it benefit me in the long run...pengalaman korang sume zaman awal pekerjaan korang somehow berjaya to snap me back to reality...things happened for a reason and i bet ade hikmah di sebalik ape yg yg sdg berlaku skrg ni...like u guys said, i juz have to hang in there for now and make full use of my time here while i still can, at the same time figuring out to improve in order to get to the direction to what i really want to do, it may take some time but Insyaallah the time will come...THANX A LOT U GUYS!!!...It has been a huge help...LOVE U GUYS TO THE MAX!!! (HUGS!!!)
p/s: Kak Dona, tak kesahlah bloodlines atau tidak, yg penting u've made me realised one of the most important things that i need to bear in life...THANX AGIN!!! ;)
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